

Why SIIt is both control and vulnerability, twisted together so fiercely that even I do not know when one is present as opposed to the other, or when they both consume me.Why SI
I can be the aggressor, and hurt myself, but I can choose when to stop, I have control. I can be the victim, and be injured, but I can choose when to say no, I can make the pain end, I have control. I can be the healer, and bandage myself up, bandage the physical wounds that are but a symptom of the emotional wounds. I have control; I am not helpless at the hands of another.
It distracts me; it gives me something to do. When the pain inside consumes me,
cheers.
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... but I forgot my pen!
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~maynard-fans
<3 Love Skittle
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-I like
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A Robin Redbreast in a Cage Puts all Heaven in a Rage
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this is a lonesome place for one like you.
~ A Dying Skada ~
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"I can hear the voice but I don't want to listen.
Strap me down and tell me I'll be alright.
I can feel the subliminal need to be one,
With the voice and make everything go right."
- Disturbed, Voices
"I sing the progress of a deathless soul." - John Donne
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